We had a presentation yesterday at Sayler Park Elementary in Cincinnati. It was really cool driving into town. It reminded my mom and I of where we used to live when I was little, as we refer to it, the Brinker house. I was neat to see all the old historic homes, and the school was cool. Sayler Park Elementary (the building) is like 82 years old. Awesome! Even better is the fact that they are going to remodel and renovate the whole school to keep it’s history in the community. You can tell it is a town with a lot of history and tradition.
I got to meet with the 6th grade class there, with my friend Bruce. We have a tag team approach to our presentations. He showed the movie, I Have Tourette’s but Tourette’s Doesn’t Have Me” it is the TSA Documentary done about kids, from their perpective. It is always interesting to see what kids think after they watch the movie. This particular class was a bit sleepy, (it was early in the morning) I was sleepy too. I answered questions about what it was like to have Tourette’s Syndrome hoping to give the kids an idea of what it is like to live with this disorder, but also to help them see it’s not really that big of a deal as everyone makes it out to be, if we all behave ourselves.
I found it interesting one of the questions that came from a kid was, “Did I get into fights because of my Tourette’s?” I have gotten into fights with other kids when I was younger but realized that wasn’t the right way to handle teasing. My parents and I worked out different ways to talk about my Tourette’s Syndrome, and tics, and role played a lot of how to handle the bullies which helped a lot. I wanted other kids to realize also that it is important to stand up for what is right and for other kids that get picked on too. I think the most hurtful thing for me is when other kids have picked on me, and teased me and other kids have ignored what was going on, or even worse, kids I thought were my friends didn’t step up to defend or help me. I think it takes a lot of courage to stand up for someone else.

One our drive back home, my mom reminded me of an incident where I got in a fight on the bus with a kid who had been teasing and mocking me for days, and wouldn’t let up. He was embarassing me in front everyone on the bus. The Bus Driver didn’t notice what was going on, and the school was still working on figuring out what to do about the situation. (I had been telling the Vice principal everyday after I got off the bus) One day I took my cell phone and recorded what the kid was saying to me on the bus so that the Vice Principal would believe what I was saying. By the end of the week, the kid got into my face. He was saying awful things and I got so mad and frustrated, I punched him in the face. He punched me back. Man, did that hurt. I shoved him, and got off 2 stops early so I wouldn’t do anything else. I was so mad. Guess what happened? I went home and told my mom what I had done. I was so frustrated and mad. My mom felt bad for me, and we had a big long talk. I remember her telling me, something like this, “I am so sorry everything you have been doing hasn’t worked. I honestly don’t blame you for punching the kid in the face, because I probably would have done the same thing, although it’s not the way we should handle things. I have felt like punching people several times in my life. We will call the Vice Principal and get this all figured out, and stopped. But you do realize, regardless of feeling justified in punching the kid, we have to accept our consequences for our actions which may mean we will be suspended from school or something like that?” My parents did call the school, and we got things taken care of with the other kid. I did get 1 day in school suspension, and the other kid got 3 days. This seemed fair to me, because he got kicked off the bus also after I played my recording for the school and them watching the video from the bus.

My point to telling this story is because I really learned a lesson that day from my parents. We could have fought the whole suspension thing, but they wanted to teach me a good lesson also, that there are natural consequences for your actions regardless of your disability. My consequence for punching someone, and not moving seats was getting suspended. The other kid had a worse consequence. To me it seemed worth it. I hope kids understand that fighting isn’t the answer, I am not telling you to do that. I know that when you have Tourette’s though, there are times, where your brain just freezes, and that little switch goes off, and you kind of go into the zone, or as my parents say, MELTDOWN MODE. There are different things that set you off, for no apparent reason, and you can’t help what happens. BUT you are responsible for what you do during that time whether you remember or not. I have gotten so mad that I have punched and kicked holes in the walls at home, or slammed doors, and made holes in the wall, when I am in the middle of my RAGES. Guess what I get to do when I calm down and see the damage I have done? I get to use my hard earned money, and buy patch kits, and patch the holes in the wall, that I made. I don’t remember getting that mad and doing that, but it is there after so I know that have to be responsible and fix it. If I hurt someone in my family, then I have to make sure I apologize for my behavior, and mend the relationship, or when the next time, when I can feel it coming on and I am in a difficult situation, I need to take the opportunity to excuse myself, and take an “OUT” as we say, before it goes too far. This I have learned has saved me more times than ever.
I would hate to think that kids use their Tourette’s as an excuse to get away with bad behavior, and excuse themselves for doing awful things. I think that is what gives Tourette’s Syndrome a bad name.

Thanks Kids at Sayler Park, for the questions, and letting us come chat with you. I hope you learned something new, like we all have quirky little things we do, some have a few more than others.

I have always loved this poem.  I heard it for the first time some 25 years ago when I was a teenager.  It has proven to be true in so many ways throughout my life.  Whether is was by my actions, in how I treated others, or how others made a difference in my life. 

People come and go for various reasons in our lives.  For me as a child, it was by way of moving around the United States to different places.  Everyone of the places I lived had an incredible impact on the lessons I learned throughout my life to help me become the person I am today.  Tanner, child had the same experience, in moving around a lot when he was little as we were finding our way and our career path in life.  There are many people who crossed our paths who made an difference in Tanner’s life.  We have told you stories for the better and for the worse.  As I think of our Journey we have had in our life with Tourette’s Syndrome,  I get teary eyed thinking of the wonderful families and people who have crossed our path on our journey, and left HUGE footprints on our hearts to help us learn and grow.  I know some it was because it was there life’s work, and their job to diagnosis and treat,  other’s is was their job, and their passion to make a difference in another person’s life,  and yet others had children and family members who were struggling  just as we were, but gave the love and support we needed to make it through to the next level of our Journey.

Today, I received an email from a friend, who offered to donate the last bit of money we needed to reach our goal this week.  It is with a grateful and humble heart that I see the footprints that have been left on our family’s heart on this next leg of our journey.  It was difficult to ask other’s to help us with this leg.  Our Family is not one to ask for money, but in our current situation, there really was no other way to reach our goal, and help fulfil Tanner’s dream.  I didn’t want to have to tell him one more time; we didn’t have the money.    I also wanted to make sure Tanner understood the value of gratitude, and expressing his appreciation to all the people who have stepped forward to help us.  He has done a wonderful job of doing just that by making a big effort to see where we were at each week and make sure to write a thank you note to each and every person.

We are incredibly lucky to have been given this opportunity, but to also have such wonderful friends and collegues, who have made sacrifices along with us, to help us on our way.  We have been overwhelmed with the generosity, kindness and love you have all shown to us.  Your concern to make sure we reached our goal, and your support to encourage Tanner on his next leg of the race. 

Thank you so much for making such a difference in our lives,

  for leaving this HUGE footprint on our hearts,

 and please know,

we will never, ever be the same again.

Our Special Thanks goes out to-

Karena Lapray- A Pleasant Sunday

Krueger Insurance Agency

Angela Tippets- Scentsy Wickless Candles
Horan Associates
Gina Prickel -Sibcy Cline Realtors
Martha Newberry- Scentsy Wickless Candles
Matt Schuster- First National Merchant Solutions
Brandon Allen
Bob and Virginia Baker
Bruce & Kathy Holtgren
MaryAnne Weber
Kaufmann Family
Garvie Family
Talbert Family
Jensen Family
Stansbury Family
Snowden Family
Coss Family
Dodge Family
Husted Family
Dalziel Family
Breinholt Family

 O’Neal Family

Give Away!!! ends Saturday, March 6th, 2010. 

results will be posted on Sunday March 7th after, Tanner picks our winner.

 Martha Newberry an independent Scentsy Consultant donated several items for us to use and help out with basket orders.  Thanks so much Martha!

 Here is the Scentsy Warmer we have to  kick off our giveaway-

Plymouth Scentsy Warmer

I absolutely LOVE Scentsy products.  I use them all the time in my baskets, and others love them as gifts.  I get compliments all the time about how wonderful they were or how much they loved the warmers.  I love I can just switch a light on instead of have a burning candle.  (I have boys who love to mess around in fire)  Besides the fact that my husband thought he needed to blow the candles out everytime he saw one burning.  Now I can just reassure him it is a 25 watt light bulb, he doesn’t need to turn it off. 

 I also love that I can change the scents when I want and don’t have to wait for it to burn out. I have 2 warmers and 1 plugin.  I have the warmer down in the family room, and it is sure to sweeten up the room full of teenage boys.  I have the plug-in in my laundry room,  LOVE IT!  I have ”Clean Linen” scent in there to freshen up the laundry, so I am not always “whoofted” with the smell of stinky laundry.  I have my main warmer up on the main floor, so it freshens up the upstairs.   It is awesome!  Did I mention that I love my scentsy?  You will love it too.  This giveaway is a $35.00 value.  Yes it is JUST the warmer, but don’t forget to go to Martha’s website and purchase some scents of your choice.  Find the online party for FAO Baskets and you will be elligible for another entry to win the Plymouth Scentsy Warmer.  I know this warmer is a fall design,  however  you can order a new top to make a wonderful transition to any season.  A new top to match is very inexpensive, and Martha would be happy to help you pick that out from her website.

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Find the online party for FAO Baskets and make a purchase under that party- this will qualify you for another entry for the warmer.  It has to be under the FAO baskets party in order for us to know you are entering for the FAO Baskets Giveaway.  Online party will be available- Feb 28-.

If you follow me on any of these links or make a purchase then it will qualify for another entry for the Give Away.

I will be posting a weekly giveaway every week this month.  You will want to be in the loop and see what cool things are coming your way.  How can you go wrong?  Free stuff! PSST- don’t forget to pass it on.

I thought it would be fun to come up with some Guy Valentine gift ideas.  It is fitting since I do have 4 sons, out of my brood of 5 kids.   I think it is just as important to show the men in your life how much you love them instead of expecting that Valentines Day is the day for them to express to you their love.  I actually like to think of Valentines day as the Day that my husband will Profess his undying love for me.  LOL.  After   17 years of marriage,  I do appreciate ANY attention he may give me.  We laugh that you know it is true love that he still loves me when I am fat, and I still love to rub his bald head.  There’s nothing better! 

So when I found this paper this year,  I had to make something fun out of it and profess my love for my man that is turning 40 this year.  Here is an example of a Paint Can gift, made out of “Old Guys Rule” paper.  Done in classic cars, and with fun classic comments about how “Old Guys rule”  Old School, and Being a classic.  What a great Compliment I think!  (We seem to be okay getting old, and growing old together.)  The empty paint can, ready for you to fill is $25.  If you would like to have gourmet cookies added to fill it, $35.    This theme can also be used in a Candy bouquets, Small $30, Medium $35, Large $40.  It will be embellished with the classic car brads, of a odometer, stick shift and other classic guy stuff.  

If the cans are a bit out of your price range,  you take a look at our Gourmet Cookie Take out Boxes for $15.00-  they are filled with 6 gourmet chocolate chip cookies.    Pictured is a brocade design, however, remember we can customize to be any style you like, fancy or simple.

Still looking for something more budget conscience,  we have our Individually wrapped slider Candy bars, for $4.00 each.  Pictured is a sports theme for Milford High School,  however, we have made these individually for every holiday so far this year.  We will stick a secret message

inside the slider, for you,  they slide the bar open and Voila’ ~ “Happy Valentines Day!

I think we have covered all of our bases in budget limits.  There is something for everyone.  Don’t forget we Deliver also.  If you place your order now, we will offer you free delivery for Valentines, up until Saturday, February 13.  We will not be making deliveries on Sunday.

Don’t forget that all of the profits, from your Valentine orders will go directly to Tanner’s TSA Youth Ambassador fund.  We are 1/2 way to our goal.  We need to raise about $700 more.

And just for Posterity’s sake,  here is my Valentine, then and now!

 It is hard to believe that it has been 6 years since I was diagnosised with Tourette’s Syndrome.    I know when I was first diagnosised in 2003 it seemed like time just stopped.  I was in the 4th grade, and my family had recently moved from Las Vegas, to Columbus, Ohio for my dad’s job.  My mom told me that she knew that the transition would be difficult because change was always hard for me when I was little.  I really liked my routines, and wanted things to be just so.  I had a hard time adjusting to our new home.  Even after a year of being there, I hated school.  I hated going, and it was even worse when I came home.  I would throw big “tantrums” and completely lose it almost as soon as I would get home.  I was usually in some fight on the bus coming home, it didn’t help that it was a 45 minute bus ride.  My mom just decided to come and pick me up from school because it was easier and faster.  This helped for a little bit, but then I would get into the van and completely lose it before I would get home.  We look at that experience now and realize that it was my anxiety, and worries coming out.  It was holding my tics in all day so no one would notice, and then coming home and letting everything HANG OUT- because that was the place I felt most safe.  I think the hardest part for my parents was constantly being blamed for doing everything wrong at home.   When my parents would talk to the teachers they would tell them everything was perfect at school no problems, and so then they would look at us as if we were doing something wrong at home. 

My teacher I had in third grade was wonderful to me and I really enjoyed her a lot.  We will call her Mrs. P.  I liked her so much that when she decided to teach 4th grade, I told my parents I wanted to move up with her.  We thought it would be a good idea so then I would not have to go through the change again, which we all know I don’t like very well.  Mrs. P, was wonderful starting 4th grade right up until my mom shared with her her concerns about my behavior at home, and trying to figure out what was going on at school.  Things turned ugly when my mom shared her concerns and told her we were going to see a therapist to make sure everything was okay, and try to work things out.  Then Mrs. P, decided that I was a behavior problem all the time.

 After learning of my Tourette’s Syndrome,  my parents decided to wait a bit to tell the school since we were starting to have problems and to make sure they “had their ducks in a row”.  Everything came crashing down though, as friend by friend I was excluded from play groups, at school.  I would get put in “time out” or in the corner aways from everyone for making funny noises and disrupting class. Then there was the day we had a really big Math test, and I was so very nervous.  (nerves and tics aren’t good together)  I was having a hard time keeping my grunting noises quiet.  During the test, the more nervous I got the louder my tics were.  Darn it,  I couldn’t keep them in any more.  I was trying so hard, and got really distracted, you can guess I got a D on my test because I was so worried about everyone looking at me because of my noises.  My teacher got mad at me for disturbing everyone, and so I had to move my desk in the corner again away from everyone because I wouldn’t admit that I was doing it on purpose.  You won’t guess what else happened,  my neighbor and really good friend I was sitting next too quit talking to me or coming over to play after that.  She wouldn’t even speak to me at school because she got a C on that Math test.  Mrs. P called my parents to tell them what a disturbance I was and how I (personally) caused her “A” student to get a “C” with all my antics.  (she forgot to mention that she had already put me in the corner for it)  My parents decided they needed to go and talk with my friend ”Jessie’s” parents and explain what happened.  They hadn’t told anyone yet about my diagnosis, but decided to talk to our neighbors anyway.  They thought for sure they would be understanding to what happened since they were teachers, and surely because Jessie and I had been friends since we moved to Ohio,  2nd Grade to be exact.  Well,  you can’t count of the obvious results some times.  Jessie’s parents were really mad about the Math test.  My parents pointed out I did poorly too.  Maybe the kids just didn’t understand the material.  My mom and dad told them that I had been having a rough time, and had recently been diagnosised with Tourette’s Syndrome, and that the noises weren’t on purpose they were tics.  The tics happen when I get nervous.  They also told them they hadn’t shared that information with the school yet and that Mrs. P didn’t know about it just yet.    They just wanted to come and make sure as neighbors that our apology was extended, and they knew how upset I was that Jessie was mad at him.  Of course they said they were okay with it, to my parents, but you know,  they would never speak to them or me again after that.  I never did understand why for a really long time.  How can you when you are 9 and thinking your best friend would understand.  Her parents didn’t tell Jessie I had Tourette’s Syndrome or what it was about.  Her parents told her, that I had Psychological Issues, and to stay away from me because I was a bad influence, and made her get bad grades. 

In my really long story about my experience in Columbus, I had so many questions about why people were the way they were.  I would ask my mom all the time why my teacher didn’t like me anymore.  (that is when she found out I had to move my desk away from everyone to sit in the corner.)  Then came the meeting with our awesome neuro-psychologist, Dr. Steven Guy and the staff at school, everyone that is except Mrs. P.  She didn’t show up that day for the meeting even though she told my parents she would be there.  This was suppose to be the day that we officially announced to everyone that I had Tourette’s Syndrome, and we brought in the expert to explain what it is and how  I needed some extra help in school with certain things.  This was also the meeting where my parents found out that Mrs. P.  This is also the meeting where the principal told us in 40 years of teaching he had NEVER had a student with Tourette’s Syndrome and he thought my mom and dad were making this up to get extra stuff for me, and to make excuses.  My mom told me later she didn’t think Principal L was a very bright man.  He also told her he would help her stick the “For Sale” sign in our yard if it would help us leave the school district. ( I promise this story is for real)

Well, when push came to shove, and my parents started shoving to get the right things in place to help me, and also make Mrs. P be accountable for her actions.  I got shoved right out the door of Mrs. P’s class.   She told everyone in a meeting with the superintendent of the school, that she didn’t want me in her class anymore.  I wasn’t and “A” student anymore, and I was causing too many distractions from her other students that were “A”students.  She accidently said that she had just been letting me draw pictures and sit in the corner doing nothing, so she didn’t have to deal with me.   I got moved into another class for the rest of the year.  It was alright,  hard to change, but good to be away from the kids who called me names in the lunch room, and told me I had “Psychological issues” because Mrs. P said so.  Instead I got to hang out with the other kids who got labeled just like me, as trouble makers,  and problems.  That was okay with me for the time being.  It meant that I was no longer the focus of attention, and there were kids that were a lot worse off than I was. It was the next week that my parents put the “FOR SALE” sign in their own yard, and decided enough was enough, it was time to move on, and we did. 

  Now that I am older and we can look back,  at what I went through in the beginning of my diagnosis,  I realized how important it is to be honest, and have integrity, especially when you are working.  My Mom told me, the saddest part of that experience for her was the reality of an opportunity lost.  It was Mrs. P’s opportunity to make a difference in a little boys life when he needed her the most.  All I needed was to be loved, and understood.  I remember  asking why Mrs. P didn’t like me anymore.  I still cared about her a lot, and after I left her class,  she wouldn’t even say “Hi” to me any more.  She had me for a student for 2 years, and she missed an opportunity of a life time.

 As an Youth Ambassador for Tourette’s Association,  I have an opportunity of a life time.  I get to make a difference in the lives of other kids, who may be like my friend Jessie was, too scared to ask questions, and not having enough courage to stand up and tell other kids not to tease me.  I get the opportunity to help other kids understand what it is like to have Tourette’s Syndrome.  I get to help teachers understand how they can make a difference at a critical point in a kids life.  You get a chance to make a choice, and either way you choose there is a consequence, good or bad.  This is my chance to make a difference and help other people change.

 Here are some fun facts about me-  I have gotten a 4.0 so far this year as a freshman in High School.  I am  working on my getting my Eagle Scout award by the end of 2010.  I ran Cross Country for Milford High School this past year.  I was chosen for the District 14 Honors Choir, and performed with them in December.  I really love Music, and the best part is I don’t tic very much when I am singing, running, or swimming.  Even better,  my teachers at Milford High School, are excited to have me in class, and I don’t have to sit in the corner by myself because I have Tourette’s Syndrome.  My friends know and like me just the way I am, tics and all.  So it is true,  you learn from the past, and the future is always brighter.  I am glad life isn’t based on the things that happened in 4th Grade.